25 Random Facts About Me...

1. I am a Slumber Parties Consultant... well, I used to sell sex toys. :P I want to get back into that again.

2. I absolutely love horror movies! I have yet to find one that really scares me. Movies that gives me the creeps are usually the more religious ones like Exorcism of Emily Rose or The Exorcist... Movies with zombies, monsters, etc. They're just not that appealing to me.

3. I'm always the person who puts everyone else first before me. It's probably why I'm such a pushover and a Certified Nurse Aide. It's really making me unhappy at the moment.

4. It's March 28, 2009 and I have yet to efile my taxes... I need to get that going!

5. I'm doing a list of 101 Things to Do in 1001 Days... so far I got some of them done and some others I'm still working on.

6. Not a big fan of Robert Pattinson. He reminds me so much of YOU KNOW WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED... "awkward turtles!"

7. I don't think I'm ready for my Grandpa to go yet. I'm going to be an emotional wreck.

8. I try to go to church, but every time I read the bible and learn about it... it makes me rethink everything and in the end, I feel that it contradicts itself a lot.

9. I smoke. Yes, I smoke Hookah. I'm a hookah whore.. sometimes. I have two hookah sets at home and yes, my mom knows I smoke!

10. I have 5 tattoos... My mom only knows about 2 of them. And I have 10 piercings. I'm addicted to these stuff. My mom always yells at me and asks if I've also pierced "down there." Lol, she's ridiculous sometimes.

11. So I can't stand to see an animal being tortured or shot, or just being handled roughly. I can't watch those movies like that. I can't even watch King Kong because it's just one of my things... I can't stand animal cruelty.

12. Shows that I can't stop watching: WE t.v., Style, guess what these channels have shows on? Wedding stuff! I'm that little girl who's dreaming of her wedding already. My wedding colors are Burgundy, Chocolate Brown, and Gold. I know which designer I want for my wedding dress --> Pronovias. It's good to dream right? Another show I can't stop watching it Discovery health - all the baby shows, like adoptions stories, birthing... It's weird, I know.

13. I've fallen in love. His name is Stephen Naaman Begay and I love him.

14. I can't sleep when my room is hot. I need my room to be chilly cold (window open, or the fan blowing) in order for me to sleep. I toss and turn if the room is not at the right temperature.

15. I'm a jewelry FREAK! I love the sparkles... I'm always at ZALES trying to find a good deal.

16. I have a scrapbook made for all the years of high school... I'm still finishing it.

17. Although I know how to start knitting, I don't know how to finish the knitting. I haven't even knitted a scarf yet.

18. I have a blog http://crazyamyvue.blogspot.com Go read it!

19. I absolutely love listening to all sorts of different music. From Classical, opera, to rock, rap, pop, etc. I even listen to foreign language songs like bollywood music, spanish, korean, etc. One weird thing about me is when I sing in the shower or in my room, I tend to listen to more girly songs like Carrie Underwood and would try to match her voice. Try and get my voice to be better... weird, I know, haha. My mom caught me once lip singing and face emotions, and she laughed her ass off.

20. I get really annoyed if a person eats in my car and then don't clean up after themselves later on (aka RASAMEE). Leaving pop cans in my car, plates, forks... ugh!

21. Turning 21 has never been so exciting. I like going out to the bars with my friends. Kim had to hold me up one night so I wouldn't fall on my face walking back to the car.

22. There's some things in the past where I wish I could just go back and fix them. Like not screwing up my first two years of college, or not quitting orchestra to join choir back in middle school, or learning to play the piano... how life would be like right now if I could just go back and change/mend a few things.

23. I'm such a procrastinator. I put off things to do, like even paying my bills, till the last minute. I need to manage my time wisely. Geez, I wish time wasn't an issue.

24. I absolutely lovvee fantasy/romance books. A fan of the Twilight Saga... I actually got my friends addicted to them and then my sister. Chain reaction! I love the Harry Potter series and I'm still reading the 7th book and excited for the 6th movie to come out. I'm such a dork. I watch the trailer for that movie every day. I secretly wish there was really a Hogwarts in this world from time to time. How different this world would be!

25. Finally, the only cartoon show that I'm watching as an adult, is Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. I love Bloo.

6th Love Letter to Stephen

Stephen,

I love you because you bring the best out of me. I love whom, I have become since I have known you. I love your terrific sense of humor. Every time I look in your eyes, my heart misses a beat. I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. You are simply irresistible.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when your there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can't find the words other than I am happy we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.

You make me feel loved, you make me feel needed, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. That is something that I hadn't felt in a very long time. We have slowly grown into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand.

You are becoming my best friend, my lover and my soul mate. You are a blessing that my entire being is very thankful for. I feel that we were made to love, listen, understand, and work through all times in our lives together, a truly rare gift.

We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.

From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other's arms. When I say I love you, it is truly meant.


I love you,
Amy

P.S. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to send you my cheesy love letters lately :P

I Just Wish...

My grandpa got diagnosed with liver cancer last year. We went and visited him this past weekend to learn that he probably won't get to see this coming summer. I'm just sad. I just wish he could be here when Razz and us get married or have grandchildren. It's just heartbreaking. He's still young for his age to go. My gramps is just in his late 60's. I'm going to miss my crazy Grandpa when he goes. We're spending as much time with him as we can, while he's still here.

Ohhh mah Goodness Gracious!

Things have changed considerably in the past month. I've been working like crazy and I have started another job watching a little boy with problems, I think it's Autism. That has been hurting my classes a little bit, but now I'm catching up and hoping to do well on my test today.

I called in sick today at the Rehab center because the antibiotics that I'm taking for my cervical infection is making me feel weird. I get really bad stomach aches and gas, and it makes it difficult to poop, ew.

I'm still working on my 101 things to do in 1001 days. It's just been hard a little bit.

Stephen and I are doing wonderfully. We love each other so much. He came over Sunday night and surprised me with roses! They're really pretty and gorgeous... I smile every time I think about him. :) "Absence makes the heart grow fonder..." I like to say that a lot. Because he lives and hour away and because of his work schedule, we only see each other like once or twice a week.

I'm going back to church again on Sundays that I don't work. We'll see how it goes.