Holiday Frenzies

I want to feel like this holiday will be a special one. I don't work on Thanksgiving and I'm so excited for turkey, mashed potatoes, etc! But I do work on Christmas... yuck!

I've never had a Christmas wishlist because I've never wanted much. I usually buy myself what I need. But this year I have a wishlist and hopefully they can be rewards I can buy myself this upcoming 2011 year.

Wishlist:
1) A new DROID phone
2) A new laptop/desktop
3) Getting rid of credit card bills
4) New scrubs for work
5) Underwear and bras
6) Le Vian Ring
7) ...

Anyway, there will be more to come on my wishlist :)

I Wanna Be a Billionaire So Freakin' Bad!

These loans and credit card companies are swallowing me whole at the moment. I'm stuck in its throat, probably gagging it until I can figure out a way to make it spit me out. What the freak have I done with my life?

The lottery has been calling my name. I want to go by a ticket, but then I don't. What's holding me back is the chances of winning and thinking... It's not even worth it. I've been having weird dreams and like Grandpa used to tell us, "If it's a good dream, go buy a lotto ticket." I just don't have the time to go buy a lottery ticket because frankly, I think it's a big WASTE OF TIME... However, something inside me keeps nagging me just to go buy one. Maybe it won't be as bad... Maybe I'll be lucky. I don't know.

I haven't posted in awhile and I'm going to start again. But basically.. FML is what I feel like right now.